Verse 1:
A lot of times i made you suffer but you don't deserve it
You gave me life no matter what happened you truly love me
I'm so ashamed of myself when i think i let you down, so much memories and time we need catch up dear mother listen
Through my music i confess and tell my stories
Hard to look you in the eyes and tell you mama i'm sorry
Had a hard time connecting with you cuz i saw no reason
Too scared to take a step forward cuz i feared thе outcomes
I did you wrong, never rеally tried to find you
But lately my consciousness been telling me what to do
What if you died i'm not around, what kinda child would leave his mama high and dry, no texts and no calls that's what ba*tards do
We got separated when i was only three, truth be told, there's a void we tryna fill you and me
Have our own share of the blame, but mama you cried for too long and i feel like i'm the source of your greatest sufferings
Depressing because of me, you won't eat, won't sleep, on your knees, day and night, so we come back as family
All i did was runaway from my responsibilities, but the lord never stopped blessing cuz of you indeed...
Chorus:
It breaks my heart to realize i made you suffer
You never asked for nothing all you want is be my mother
I've been way too selfish, i kept thinking about myself
Mama i'm eally really sorry for i treat you like a stranger
This is a song i dedicate to you mama
It's my apology, it's from your son dear mama
I wanna do a lot for you and love you dear mama
Won't forgive me myself for all that i put you through mama
Verse 2:
Confessions of a coward in disguise, i hug my littl brothers and act like it was alright
What a hypocrite i've been, i think i'm paying for my sins
Lord forgive me, i didn't know what i was doing
All they want is love guidance and company
And my little sister patricia i'll keep her close to me
One day gloria will see this other side of me
We don't need to have the same blood to be one family
I have deep love for the woman that raised me, wife to my father, mother to my sister gloria and zita
She gave me a brother i never thought i would have
But truly he's my cousin never loved nobody like that
Dear mama, you gotta know i'm here now
I'm not perfect, but i wanna go beyond the clouds
You made a genius in i, i cannot do it without you, i wanna do it for you with you may the lord bless our union mama
Chorus:
It breaks my heart to realize i made you suffer
You never asked for nothing all you want is be my mother
I've been way too selfish, i kept thinking about myself
Mama i'm really really sorry for i treat you like a stranger
This is a song i dedicate to you mama
It's my apology, it's from your son dear mama
I wanna do a lot for you and love you dear mama
Won't forgive me myself for all that i put you through mama