Evindi - Mama lyrics

Verse 1: A lot of times i made you suffer but you don't deserve it You gave me life no matter what happened you truly love me I'm so ashamed of myself when i think i let you down, so much memories and time we need catch up dear mother listen Through my music i confess and tell my stories Hard to look you in the eyes and tell you mama i'm sorry Had a hard time connecting with you cuz i saw no reason Too scared to take a step forward cuz i feared thе outcomes I did you wrong, never rеally tried to find you But lately my consciousness been telling me what to do What if you died i'm not around, what kinda child would leave his mama high and dry, no texts and no calls that's what ba*tards do We got separated when i was only three, truth be told, there's a void we tryna fill you and me Have our own share of the blame, but mama you cried for too long and i feel like i'm the source of your greatest sufferings Depressing because of me, you won't eat, won't sleep, on your knees, day and night, so we come back as family All i did was runaway from my responsibilities, but the lord never stopped blessing cuz of you indeed... Chorus: It breaks my heart to realize i made you suffer You never asked for nothing all you want is be my mother I've been way too selfish, i kept thinking about myself Mama i'm eally really sorry for i treat you like a stranger This is a song i dedicate to you mama It's my apology, it's from your son dear mama I wanna do a lot for you and love you dear mama Won't forgive me myself for all that i put you through mama Verse 2: Confessions of a coward in disguise, i hug my littl brothers and act like it was alright What a hypocrite i've been, i think i'm paying for my sins Lord forgive me, i didn't know what i was doing All they want is love guidance and company And my little sister patricia i'll keep her close to me One day gloria will see this other side of me We don't need to have the same blood to be one family I have deep love for the woman that raised me, wife to my father, mother to my sister gloria and zita She gave me a brother i never thought i would have But truly he's my cousin never loved nobody like that Dear mama, you gotta know i'm here now I'm not perfect, but i wanna go beyond the clouds You made a genius in i, i cannot do it without you, i wanna do it for you with you may the lord bless our union mama Chorus: It breaks my heart to realize i made you suffer You never asked for nothing all you want is be my mother I've been way too selfish, i kept thinking about myself Mama i'm really really sorry for i treat you like a stranger This is a song i dedicate to you mama It's my apology, it's from your son dear mama I wanna do a lot for you and love you dear mama Won't forgive me myself for all that i put you through mama