Empty facades all around
eyes like open books
telling lies with every look
nauseatic images on burial ground
Let myself drown in this daily deluge
may d**h be my last refuge
let me fall and set me free
and grant my soul eudaimony
I’ve been searching for so long
but every way I chose felt wrong
expelled from the joys of men I tried to be free
getting used to this void inside of me
Regardless of what they say
I know I was never meant to stay
I will bleed until they’ll see
life is the most futile state to be
A dead spot in my mind
from the ones I had to leave behind
I tried so hard to forget
but every new day meant regret
On the crossroads to loneliness
open eyes breed nothingness
a lifeline completed, time to let loose
may d**h be my last excuse
I’ve been dying for too long
in your most lonesome hour hear my song
regardless of what they said