Eudaimony - Futile lyrics

Empty facades all around eyes like open books telling lies with every look nauseatic images on burial ground Let myself drown in this daily deluge may d**h be my last refuge let me fall and set me free and grant my soul eudaimony I’ve been searching for so long but every way I chose felt wrong expelled from the joys of men I tried to be free getting used to this void inside of me Regardless of what they say I know I was never meant to stay I will bleed until they’ll see life is the most futile state to be A dead spot in my mind from the ones I had to leave behind I tried so hard to forget but every new day meant regret On the crossroads to loneliness open eyes breed nothingness a lifeline completed, time to let loose may d**h be my last excuse I’ve been dying for too long in your most lonesome hour hear my song regardless of what they said