[Original Composition: "All We Are" by Arts the Beatdoctor]
[Verse 1]
(stimulates cough)
Internal scrimmage, moral dilemma
Exactly how do you perceive the face of a sinner?
Knowing mankind penned the defining traits gave a false impression of exactly where I stood for a minute
The sinner's path wasn't a road to redemption
More like a reflection, a recollection of his memories
I often found it fitting forgetting products of retention
Demented, twisted, vivid when I picture my existence
I was dealt a life but I made no promise of commitment
Many times I sat and wondered "just how am I going to end this?"
"Will you gain love and attention when your time on earth is finished?"
Or "was the perk of having purpose just a myth from the beginning?"
And then she came into my life
My views corrupting her Christian
Desired touch had her down to listen to my opinions
Late night confessions
No, we're f**ing
No, releasing our tensions
Play the music from my soul, you're my accompaniment
I just want to bring a smile to that face
She had no problem telling me that that was not my place
I gave her some space just to save face, patiently wait
The time it takes did lack in grace and had no care for my sake
I'm on a come down shunned, stunned and dumbfound
I'm going to need my drug when the time comes 'round
Proceed with caution because we built a love on damned ground
Friends or foes?
Where exactly do we stand now? HUH!?
[Sample]
And I can't find the things that I need (inaudible)
I mean you never know what you need until you find it
(Laughs) I mean, all we are is what we try to get rid of
[Verse 2]
Let me ask you a questionable question
Do you feel I'm bashing on you in this session?
Because if so I can change the direction
But you treated loving me like a tedious profession
She said tell me that you're beautiful, acknowledge the fact
And that you'll never do me wrong but you did just that
You only want the world outside to see your mask
I had a better time thinking that the world was flat
Knocked me on my back
With a boom slam crash
Shattered everything in sight
Incident traumatic
Accident? Common sense!
You hate with such intention
To give me hatred was the purpose and you fulfilled your mission
How quickly it escalated
Have all your memories faded?
And how have you been lately?
I'm f**ing sh**ty but Imma keep it to myself for right now
And when I see you on the ave
I reminisce on what we had
Swiftly fall and die fast
And you gave it up like that (3x)
[Sample; Esé Michael]
Searching through the wild fire
[Verse 3]
Questioning tenderness
Acts of silliness, quit and picture
A new you and her dwindling sentiment
My heart is yearning and serving her sentences
Revoke my membership
And there is no mending this
One enraged hissy fit
Declined my offer on your influenced silly sh**
Sinner still sinning
Acts that I do is sinning sh**
Optimist in me longs for home to live
Repackage broken feelings and re-present to you like Christmases
But you ain't hearing it
Due to the fear you're in
Protect yourself though I'm innocent
You lived it, you witnessed it
It's your own experience
Remember me, remember this
Remember we, then bury it
Remember me as
The beautiful, the hideous
(screams)
[Outro Sample]
And the next thing I find might be the thing that changes everything