Esé Michael the Mighty Maverick - Beautiful, Hideous lyrics

[Original Composition: "All We Are" by Arts the Beatdoctor] [Verse 1] (stimulates cough) Internal scrimmage, moral dilemma Exactly how do you perceive the face of a sinner? Knowing mankind penned the defining traits gave a false impression of exactly where I stood for a minute The sinner's path wasn't a road to redemption More like a reflection, a recollection of his memories I often found it fitting forgetting products of retention Demented, twisted, vivid when I picture my existence I was dealt a life but I made no promise of commitment Many times I sat and wondered "just how am I going to end this?" "Will you gain love and attention when your time on earth is finished?" Or "was the perk of having purpose just a myth from the beginning?" And then she came into my life My views corrupting her Christian Desired touch had her down to listen to my opinions Late night confessions No, we're f**ing No, releasing our tensions Play the music from my soul, you're my accompaniment I just want to bring a smile to that face She had no problem telling me that that was not my place I gave her some space just to save face, patiently wait The time it takes did lack in grace and had no care for my sake I'm on a come down shunned, stunned and dumbfound I'm going to need my drug when the time comes 'round Proceed with caution because we built a love on damned ground Friends or foes? Where exactly do we stand now? HUH!? [Sample] And I can't find the things that I need (inaudible) I mean you never know what you need until you find it (Laughs) I mean, all we are is what we try to get rid of [Verse 2] Let me ask you a questionable question Do you feel I'm bashing on you in this session? Because if so I can change the direction But you treated loving me like a tedious profession She said tell me that you're beautiful, acknowledge the fact And that you'll never do me wrong but you did just that You only want the world outside to see your mask I had a better time thinking that the world was flat Knocked me on my back With a boom slam crash Shattered everything in sight Incident traumatic Accident? Common sense! You hate with such intention To give me hatred was the purpose and you fulfilled your mission How quickly it escalated Have all your memories faded? And how have you been lately? I'm f**ing sh**ty but Imma keep it to myself for right now And when I see you on the ave I reminisce on what we had Swiftly fall and die fast And you gave it up like that (3x) [Sample; Esé Michael] Searching through the wild fire [Verse 3] Questioning tenderness Acts of silliness, quit and picture A new you and her dwindling sentiment My heart is yearning and serving her sentences Revoke my membership And there is no mending this One enraged hissy fit Declined my offer on your influenced silly sh** Sinner still sinning Acts that I do is sinning sh** Optimist in me longs for home to live Repackage broken feelings and re-present to you like Christmases But you ain't hearing it Due to the fear you're in Protect yourself though I'm innocent You lived it, you witnessed it It's your own experience Remember me, remember this Remember we, then bury it Remember me as The beautiful, the hideous (screams) [Outro Sample] And the next thing I find might be the thing that changes everything