[Hook]
Once for the vein, twice for the rush
Chase your dreams or chase your d**h
It's never enough
Once for the vein, never for the child
Maybe we can leave together
Once in a while
Once for the vein, twice for the rush
Chase your dreams or chase your d**h
It's never enough
Once for the vein
Never once for your life
Someday soon I hope to find you
Somewhere out in the light
[Verse 1]
Welcome home to never land
Rot away your childhood
In burning plastic stenches
In this home so sunk and flooded
Mother holds her child for the last time
Like father, like son with the parasites
Crawling through our system
I'm hiding a yellow fleshy figure
The disappointment figment
You deserted for your chemicals
Still waiting by the front door
Sitting by this window, freezing cold
Just one last time
One more drip of the thickened liquid
To take away the feeling
Rotting off inside my head
I don't wanna do this anymore
I miss the high more than you
Wait, I didn't mean it
Just come back from the abyss
I exist as a ghost
I can listen through the walls
Or float through you
My body is just a host
Listen close, but hold me never
I hope you find your dreams
Outside this broken...
This broken sickened nether
[Hook]
[Verse 2]
Pale rubber, morning kissed
By pistols I pressed to my lips
Bring me forth my purple skies
Drooping from clouds and skin
My memory, exposing vitals
Locked inside my dome tonight
Once in a while
I can see you underneath my eyes
Reality is shifting, and you're gone
Forever
Never better than hellish
Viruses, impaling breaths
That I stole from my better
Days
Now we fade away, the voices
And the notes they play
Can't reach the pitch of skies
I lay on
Hold on til we walk away
I wanna show you everything
You missed
Do you remember faces easily?
Do I exist, or am I dead?
A phantom brought by demons
Laugh away this stream
Of consciousness I can't contain
I wish that you could see this
World that I created
I hope that you'd be proud of me
I could throw this all away
Like you did with your tattered dreams
Born to a razor so you knew
You could cut me away
Open up to me
Don't be afraid to come around some day
[Hook]