Enternal - The Transparency of a Ghost lyrics

[Hook] Once for the vein, twice for the rush Chase your dreams or chase your d**h It's never enough Once for the vein, never for the child Maybe we can leave together Once in a while Once for the vein, twice for the rush Chase your dreams or chase your d**h It's never enough Once for the vein Never once for your life Someday soon I hope to find you Somewhere out in the light [Verse 1] Welcome home to never land Rot away your childhood In burning plastic stenches In this home so sunk and flooded Mother holds her child for the last time Like father, like son with the parasites Crawling through our system I'm hiding a yellow fleshy figure The disappointment figment You deserted for your chemicals Still waiting by the front door Sitting by this window, freezing cold Just one last time One more drip of the thickened liquid To take away the feeling Rotting off inside my head I don't wanna do this anymore I miss the high more than you Wait, I didn't mean it Just come back from the abyss I exist as a ghost I can listen through the walls Or float through you My body is just a host Listen close, but hold me never I hope you find your dreams Outside this broken... This broken sickened nether [Hook] [Verse 2] Pale rubber, morning kissed By pistols I pressed to my lips Bring me forth my purple skies Drooping from clouds and skin My memory, exposing vitals Locked inside my dome tonight Once in a while I can see you underneath my eyes Reality is shifting, and you're gone Forever Never better than hellish Viruses, impaling breaths That I stole from my better Days Now we fade away, the voices And the notes they play Can't reach the pitch of skies I lay on Hold on til we walk away I wanna show you everything You missed Do you remember faces easily? Do I exist, or am I dead? A phantom brought by demons Laugh away this stream Of consciousness I can't contain I wish that you could see this World that I created I hope that you'd be proud of me I could throw this all away Like you did with your tattered dreams Born to a razor so you knew You could cut me away Open up to me Don't be afraid to come around some day [Hook]