I got problems gettin' close to people
So I gravitate to lonely people
Who stay awake at night to feel like they the only people
Don't trust a soul ‘cause all the men I always known were evil
There wasn't kisses in my home, my father only beat us
I remember breakin' up my parents' fightin'
Other kids are scared of lightnin'
I was starin' at the sirens of the cop cars
That pulled up to the crib before they got divorced
And mama took his a** to court ‘cause he ain't pay no child support
But movin' forward, my relationships with women suffered
And affection after s** just left me feelin' smothered
The only one I ever loved, we almost k**ed each other
But we both were broken man, we shoulda f**in' healed each other
‘Cause she was damaged, I was damaged too
And I found a home with her but treated it like I was pa**in' through
What's a man to do when love make him uncomfortable?
You opened up your arms to me and all I did was run from you