I got problems gettin' close to people So I gravitate to lonely people Who stay awake at night to feel like they the only people Don't trust a soul ‘cause all the men I always known were evil There wasn't kisses in my home, my father only beat us I remember breakin' up my parents' fightin' Other kids are scared of lightnin' I was starin' at the sirens of the cop cars That pulled up to the crib before they got divorced And mama took his a** to court ‘cause he ain't pay no child support But movin' forward, my relationships with women suffered And affection after s** just left me feelin' smothered The only one I ever loved, we almost k**ed each other But we both were broken man, we shoulda f**in' healed each other ‘Cause she was damaged, I was damaged too And I found a home with her but treated it like I was pa**in' through What's a man to do when love make him uncomfortable? You opened up your arms to me and all I did was run from you