[Hook: Dubbs]
It's hard to get out of bed sometimes..
And face this world on my own..
If I'd of known it would have been this hard..
I wonder if I would of even ever traveled this road..
But I just keep moving..
And I gotta keep moving along..
With the weight of the world on my shoulders..
You can still hear me singing my song..
[Verse 1: Elusive]
This song is mine, f** everybody else
If music's just a mirror - it should reflect yourself
And how you really feel, but I ain't moving on
The truth is, I'm still living in that same f**ing house
But over time, things will change right?
The only lights I'm chasing now, make the stage bright
I feel my strength, as I regain it, like the pain was painted on
So the rain can wash it all away, down the drainpipe
Love was lost, and I'm replacing it
With the fame, so one day I can rub your face in it
Call me spiteful, my life's insightful
But if you take an out, then you will never have another place in it
I guess it's time, that I work on me
Sick of living with, all this uncertainty
Cause maybe one day when you look at me, you'll see me
The same way I used to see you - perfectly..
[Hook]
[Verse 2: Elusive]
But then I let my mind wander
Cause if I keep on searching, I can find wonder
Until I'm set free, cause what they take from me is worse
Than just giving up - now it's not only stress I'm under
And if I can be reminded
Why I'm alive, before I'm dead
I'd see the light exists within my soul, and it's all mine
Cause this whole time, I was just blinded
As I'm stood behind the microphone
This isn't me though, this is my clone
I tried to leave, but honestly the real me ain't flying
I am still just caught up in that same cyclone
But if you see me out, please don't intervene
It was all words, we both didn't mean
So I am only living through these sleepless nights
Cause when the sun shines, I know I'm in a dream..
[Hook]
[Verse 3: Elusive]
I treat my body like it's just a rental
So if I die, it's not coincidental
I feel like I'm stuck in time, I am not a statue
But, losing you was monumental
I'm about to see my own cremation
Everything that I create, is just a recreation
But if I'm letting it all out
Then why do I still think of you, when I'm addicted to the inspiration?
I guess it's cause you helped me grow
And now you're gone, so I've got nothing left to show
Well, the truth is I'm the one that left
So my regret is that I didn't get to see you when you let me go
We both knew, I was too sick
The flame went out, and I don't need a new wick
I needed safety, see, now I'll sit and wait
Because even if you hate me, I hope you can love the music..
[Hook]
[Outro: Dubbs]
It's hard to get out of bed sometimes, and face this world on my own..
If I'd of known it would have been this hard, I wonder if I would of even ever traveled this road..
But I just keep moving, I just keep moving along
With the weight of the world on my shoulders, you can still hear me singing my song..