Elusive - My Song lyrics

[Hook: Dubbs] It's hard to get out of bed sometimes.. And face this world on my own.. If I'd of known it would have been this hard.. I wonder if I would of even ever traveled this road.. But I just keep moving.. And I gotta keep moving along.. With the weight of the world on my shoulders.. You can still hear me singing my song.. [Verse 1: Elusive] This song is mine, f** everybody else If music's just a mirror - it should reflect yourself And how you really feel, but I ain't moving on The truth is, I'm still living in that same f**ing house But over time, things will change right? The only lights I'm chasing now, make the stage bright I feel my strength, as I regain it, like the pain was painted on So the rain can wash it all away, down the drainpipe Love was lost, and I'm replacing it With the fame, so one day I can rub your face in it Call me spiteful, my life's insightful But if you take an out, then you will never have another place in it I guess it's time, that I work on me Sick of living with, all this uncertainty Cause maybe one day when you look at me, you'll see me The same way I used to see you - perfectly.. [Hook] [Verse 2: Elusive] But then I let my mind wander Cause if I keep on searching, I can find wonder Until I'm set free, cause what they take from me is worse Than just giving up - now it's not only stress I'm under And if I can be reminded Why I'm alive, before I'm dead I'd see the light exists within my soul, and it's all mine Cause this whole time, I was just blinded As I'm stood behind the microphone This isn't me though, this is my clone I tried to leave, but honestly the real me ain't flying I am still just caught up in that same cyclone But if you see me out, please don't intervene It was all words, we both didn't mean So I am only living through these sleepless nights Cause when the sun shines, I know I'm in a dream.. [Hook] [Verse 3: Elusive] I treat my body like it's just a rental So if I die, it's not coincidental I feel like I'm stuck in time, I am not a statue But, losing you was monumental I'm about to see my own cremation Everything that I create, is just a recreation But if I'm letting it all out Then why do I still think of you, when I'm addicted to the inspiration? I guess it's cause you helped me grow And now you're gone, so I've got nothing left to show Well, the truth is I'm the one that left So my regret is that I didn't get to see you when you let me go We both knew, I was too sick The flame went out, and I don't need a new wick I needed safety, see, now I'll sit and wait Because even if you hate me, I hope you can love the music.. [Hook] [Outro: Dubbs] It's hard to get out of bed sometimes, and face this world on my own.. If I'd of known it would have been this hard, I wonder if I would of even ever traveled this road.. But I just keep moving, I just keep moving along With the weight of the world on my shoulders, you can still hear me singing my song..