[Verse 1: Elite]
Theres somethin I can't say
Somethin I can't lose and somethin that can't wait
It's somethin to consider
It's hard to figure out, sh** is somethin like a riddle
One…. time went a little too far
I didn't want special I admit it you are
Bit a bit of you off but I couldn't chew all
Get her, too open I picture u hoping for more
And it breaks my heart
I Gotta pull myself together tryna place my thoughts
Racing, chasing more
I think she felt it last time that I was gazing off
She's fading
[Hook]
[Verse 2: Elite]
Stay… open if you can
I could understand if its not the plan
Damn, I just want it all sh** i always been like that
I was just… u know…. I'ma get right back
Yea I seen the text, prolly shouldn't write back
Prolly got u thinkin like he prolly isn't like that
I ain't never thought I was then all the sudden I was
I Guess I caught the bug…… what the f**
Thought my mom would be ashamed but she ain't tho
Told her how I'm living she was like ok, so?
You ain't doin' nothing wrong just put it all in a song
Still I'm tryna hold on but she's fading
[Hook]
[Verse 3: Elite]
Whathappenswhenthe shoe is on the other foot
And missing is the very thing you never took
You could have, sh** I mean you would have
I guess itswhatit takes to realize that you should have
Who knows now? all bets are off right?
She prolly love it if she knew how I was all tight
But I'll never tell tho I'll never tell
I just take a step back, let it feel
Let it build, or let it fade
Numb the pain until it levitate
I ain't tryna give control up
Fighting all the sudden like we tryna fill a quota
And just because all the sudden turns to just enough
We always want the other person to adjust to us
Whats the rush?…. It seems like every time you put a
Bunch of trust into somethin that it just combust
Maybe thats the fun of it
Maybe we would rather know instead of have to wonder it
I wonder if she gonnastayopen
For now she holdin out I hope her hands ain't closing