Elite - Fading (Stay Open) lyrics

[Verse 1: Elite] Theres somethin I can't say Somethin I can't lose and somethin that can't wait It's somethin to consider It's hard to figure out, sh** is somethin like a riddle One…. time went a little too far I didn't want special I admit it you are Bit a bit of you off but I couldn't chew all Get her, too open I picture u hoping for more And it breaks my heart I Gotta pull myself together tryna place my thoughts Racing, chasing more I think she felt it last time that I was gazing off She's fading [Hook] [Verse 2: Elite] Stay… open if you can I could understand if its not the plan Damn, I just want it all sh** i always been like that I was just… u know…. I'ma get right back Yea I seen the text, prolly shouldn't write back Prolly got u thinkin like he prolly isn't like that I ain't never thought I was then all the sudden I was I Guess I caught the bug…… what the f** Thought my mom would be ashamed but she ain't tho Told her how I'm living she was like ok, so? You ain't doin' nothing wrong just put it all in a song Still I'm tryna hold on but she's fading [Hook] [Verse 3: Elite] Whathappenswhenthe shoe is on the other foot And missing is the very thing you never took You could have, sh** I mean you would have I guess itswhatit takes to realize that you should have Who knows now? all bets are off right? She prolly love it if she knew how I was all tight But I'll never tell tho I'll never tell I just take a step back, let it feel Let it build, or let it fade Numb the pain until it levitate I ain't tryna give control up Fighting all the sudden like we tryna fill a quota And just because all the sudden turns to just enough We always want the other person to adjust to us Whats the rush?…. It seems like every time you put a Bunch of trust into somethin that it just combust Maybe thats the fun of it Maybe we would rather know instead of have to wonder it I wonder if she gonnastayopen For now she holdin out I hope her hands ain't closing