Good thing you stopped trying to understand myself
Cause I have no idea what's going on inside my head
Liar for hire, could I get any more pathetic?
This is not where I'm from, but I've been here before
Why do these meds refuse to get me high?
How did my life turn to this?
Wow, I never thought I'd sink so low
Yet think so high of myself
I see nobody's waiting by the entrance door
We've missed the point of no returning
And my lungs are burning, I think that this is how it ends
Good thing you stopped trying to understand myself
Cause I have no idea what's going on inside my head
This is not where I'm from, but I've been here before
Why do these meds refuse to get me high?
Please get me out of here, somebody help me please
Oh, and it's not that I don't feel shady
But that I can't stop loving it
Here's a breakdown