Egor Erushin - Shady lyrics

Good thing you stopped trying to understand myself Cause I have no idea what's going on inside my head Liar for hire, could I get any more pathetic? This is not where I'm from, but I've been here before Why do these meds refuse to get me high? How did my life turn to this? Wow, I never thought I'd sink so low Yet think so high of myself I see nobody's waiting by the entrance door We've missed the point of no returning And my lungs are burning, I think that this is how it ends Good thing you stopped trying to understand myself Cause I have no idea what's going on inside my head This is not where I'm from, but I've been here before Why do these meds refuse to get me high? Please get me out of here, somebody help me please Oh, and it's not that I don't feel shady But that I can't stop loving it Here's a breakdown