I remember how you held me beside you
I remember how you held me down
I remember how you whispered to me
All the words you could not say aloud
I remember how you tore me to pieces
I remember how you ripped me in two
I can't remember when my heart was still beating
But I promise...I will remember you
When you sleep I'll be under the covers
When you walk I will be at your heels
I will ruin all the things you hold sacred
So you can feel what I feel
Tour words they burned as you carved them into me
My skin so raw where you licked it away
I felt my body break under the pressure
I felt my soul as it drifted away...and it drifts away
A place exists for those who go cruelly
A place where pain disappears
But I've yet to find this kindom of solace
I have found only crippling fear
And I hope...I hope I'll find you here.