I remember how you held me beside you I remember how you held me down I remember how you whispered to me All the words you could not say aloud I remember how you tore me to pieces I remember how you ripped me in two I can't remember when my heart was still beating But I promise...I will remember you When you sleep I'll be under the covers When you walk I will be at your heels I will ruin all the things you hold sacred So you can feel what I feel Tour words they burned as you carved them into me My skin so raw where you licked it away I felt my body break under the pressure I felt my soul as it drifted away...and it drifts away A place exists for those who go cruelly A place where pain disappears But I've yet to find this kindom of solace I have found only crippling fear And I hope...I hope I'll find you here.