I used to hide in darkness
I used to live in pain
I used to sleep with sadness
And that's what I became The wait is k**ing me (on repeat) Sometimes it seems that i'm giving up It feels like I am not the only one I fed my fantasies with deception
It's like a kinda cruel destination
Cannot sleeping is turning an obsession
That I can't a**imilate with full perception I fed my fantasies with deception
I can't a**imilate with full perception Feel alive (on repeat) The wait is k**ing me (on repeat) It's been a long time (i'm about to lose control)
Yeah (i'm about to lose control)
I was expecting a life with you (i'm about to lose control)
And that is what I get? (i'm about to lose control)
Cowards I can't take it I won't pa** the night
I won't keep up if I don't really feel alright
I can't take it no more I'm going mad
As long as you go away I'm gonna feel alive I can't take it I won't pa** the night
I won't keep up if I don't really feel alright
I can't take it no more I'm going mad
As long as you go away I'm gonna feel alive Cowards I used to sleep with sadness
And that's what I became