Easily Misread - Slave Of Sadness lyrics

I used to hide in darkness I used to live in pain I used to sleep with sadness And that's what I became The wait is k**ing me (on repeat) Sometimes it seems that i'm giving up It feels like I am not the only one I fed my fantasies with deception It's like a kinda cruel destination Cannot sleeping is turning an obsession That I can't a**imilate with full perception I fed my fantasies with deception I can't a**imilate with full perception Feel alive (on repeat) The wait is k**ing me (on repeat) It's been a long time (i'm about to lose control) Yeah (i'm about to lose control) I was expecting a life with you (i'm about to lose control) And that is what I get? (i'm about to lose control) Cowards I can't take it I won't pa** the night I won't keep up if I don't really feel alright I can't take it no more I'm going mad As long as you go away I'm gonna feel alive I can't take it I won't pa** the night I won't keep up if I don't really feel alright I can't take it no more I'm going mad As long as you go away I'm gonna feel alive Cowards I used to sleep with sadness And that's what I became