[Verse 1]
I no longer hold it inside of me
I'd rather get it off of my chest
(my chest)
I no longer die to be perfect
I can only offer my best
We all been k**ing ourselves for the feeling
Never do fear the consequences
Did dirt then you lost a friend
'cuz sometimes s** is what the cost of friends is
[Verse 2]
Said you hate the scene and you sick of going
But you like the way that the liquor flowing
And a chick is looking confident
And you can shoot the sh**
And maybe get to know it
She a little older
Everybody here and you the one she got her eyes on
She got an angry man
The ring on her finger is signifying a time bomb
[Verse 3]
It's gonna detonate in ten seconds
'cuz her husband nearing you
She tells you that you gotta leave now
But she wants a younger man
And she'd love to hear form you
You laying on cloud nine (cloud nine)
Heartbeat a mile a minute when she hit you with a text
Like send me your address, I'll be there in a minute
Goddamn, that's as official as it gets
[Verse 4]
Best you ever experienced
You never thought you'd go into the fifth round
She goes home
He goes through her phone
He's got your number plus he knows where you live now
Stressin' out
You ain't never been this scared before
Well I hope one night in there you four years worth a life of paranoia layin' down singin'
[Chorus]
I know that ain't just happen, no way
I can't believe
You were believing all these things that I say
I'm talking game
You played along ,I'm still in shock that you came
So now were sinning
I guess I'm the only person to blame, to blame
I know that ain't just happen, no way
I promise I'll be better than the person I was today
If I look hard enough
I see karma coming my way
Its got me hyperventilating
In the bed where I lay, I lay
[Verse 5]
Yo, once upon an time you and me lived so innocent
Hanging every day
Running around with our chins up high and our grins up wide
Now were sitting here grimacing
Your boyfriend, the love of his life
Soon to be wife in it
But you python there
And you fine, won't take it back
Had his back, now you've got a knife in it
[Verse 6]
She's on her way to college only to focus on pre-med
Want to be an open-heart MD
Ended up with a broken heart instead
He was only showing off
Got you print a pic of him
And throwing darts at his head
Thought you were the one
But really you ain't nothing
But one of the tally marks on his bed
[Verse 7]
Become desensitized to that mind state
He ain't nothing but a dog with a ball to fetch
You can't change it at all
I guess you gotta play easy to leave
And hard to get
You get an Oscar for acting like you care
And acting like you feel that pain and sorrow
Saying sorry don't work
If your sorry-a** is gonna do the same thing tomorrow
[Verse 8]
I sound like I'm preaching to you
But I'm really just dissing myself
'cuz these ain't made up stories
Everything you heard, I did it myself
Fighting these insecurities
Maybe my mom was right:
Its hard to right your wrongs
When you convinced that your wrongs are right
Singin'
[Chorus]