[Verse 1] I no longer hold it inside of me I'd rather get it off of my chest (my chest) I no longer die to be perfect I can only offer my best We all been k**ing ourselves for the feeling Never do fear the consequences Did dirt then you lost a friend 'cuz sometimes s** is what the cost of friends is [Verse 2] Said you hate the scene and you sick of going But you like the way that the liquor flowing And a chick is looking confident And you can shoot the sh** And maybe get to know it She a little older Everybody here and you the one she got her eyes on She got an angry man The ring on her finger is signifying a time bomb [Verse 3] It's gonna detonate in ten seconds 'cuz her husband nearing you She tells you that you gotta leave now But she wants a younger man And she'd love to hear form you You laying on cloud nine (cloud nine) Heartbeat a mile a minute when she hit you with a text Like send me your address, I'll be there in a minute Goddamn, that's as official as it gets [Verse 4] Best you ever experienced You never thought you'd go into the fifth round She goes home He goes through her phone He's got your number plus he knows where you live now Stressin' out You ain't never been this scared before Well I hope one night in there you four years worth a life of paranoia layin' down singin' [Chorus] I know that ain't just happen, no way I can't believe You were believing all these things that I say I'm talking game You played along ,I'm still in shock that you came So now were sinning I guess I'm the only person to blame, to blame I know that ain't just happen, no way I promise I'll be better than the person I was today If I look hard enough I see karma coming my way Its got me hyperventilating In the bed where I lay, I lay [Verse 5] Yo, once upon an time you and me lived so innocent Hanging every day Running around with our chins up high and our grins up wide Now were sitting here grimacing Your boyfriend, the love of his life Soon to be wife in it But you python there And you fine, won't take it back Had his back, now you've got a knife in it [Verse 6] She's on her way to college only to focus on pre-med Want to be an open-heart MD Ended up with a broken heart instead He was only showing off Got you print a pic of him And throwing darts at his head Thought you were the one But really you ain't nothing But one of the tally marks on his bed [Verse 7] Become desensitized to that mind state He ain't nothing but a dog with a ball to fetch You can't change it at all I guess you gotta play easy to leave And hard to get You get an Oscar for acting like you care And acting like you feel that pain and sorrow Saying sorry don't work If your sorry-a** is gonna do the same thing tomorrow [Verse 8] I sound like I'm preaching to you But I'm really just dissing myself 'cuz these ain't made up stories Everything you heard, I did it myself Fighting these insecurities Maybe my mom was right: Its hard to right your wrongs When you convinced that your wrongs are right Singin' [Chorus]