I'm often pushed by obstacles, my optical's philosophical-
The clock will rule, but overall there's no meaning to see the time
My set of eyes, a second mind. i open all doors to find
Hope an force all thoughts of mine to rise
Support the source suppose to hold the most
Of what i have enclosed in my mind
The life that i chose that has chosen a line
That will likely explode and regrow overnight
The night keeps controlling the light
Revolving and solving my mind
My mind evolving as i'm molding the light
Bit i keep folding and its kept to the side, decide
To connect to the sky and feel content with the side
That i been left with since you exit my life
Why try progress through when the center you find
Rewinds you to a nexus that collects us as test subjects
Pulling out the blood tests brain checks
Telling us I'll get better give us meds as a rain check
I've lost patience I've grown suspect
So I roam my mind to the sunset, I'm only fine
When I realize what I haven't done yet
This is real life and I'll do it like it's nothing
I wanna drift away to a place where it rains less
I'm always patient but these hallways ain't changing
Looking for awakening but look at where it takes me
Walk through the night just to find my thoughts
Talk to my mind just to find a cause
Walls on my eyes and behinds the storm
Behind that i write my songs, insight of that -
My mind is gone. let the facts arrive on this track tonight
And crack my mind, find what i lack inside
Run my minds track for miles
I ran from the facts of life, past attraction
To mental self infliction, pa**ions what i hold and it runs in my system
Actions unfold with the loves emission
Practice control conjuring my vision
Pondering, wishing, wondering when this
Wandering message up in my head with a pocket
Of guesses will exit, and all i'm left with is a question
Whats the essence ill find with the next wind?
Hows the pressure inside with a mess in your mind, no progression?
So i'll write for protection, won't hide i'll fight for this confession
Looking at lights for direction, will my mind be right where i left it?
Will my sight see light at the entrance?
Will my soul be light as a feather?
Connect eyes and we'll fight this together
Every sentence i shed from my head
My weaponry spreads.. i'm a dream veteran
Deep as it gets when i release with my pen
Trynna piece together the pieces i left
So i can see freedom and try and forget demons
I don't want to see them again or be on the receiving end
I see my life's sequence, i need creed and i need medicine
I breathe deep and i need elegance, evidence i can read
And see what i said for severance from the demons seed in my head. forever rest with some peace in my chest
Trynna progress while i even the chems and i'm blessed
To have been where I've been done what I've done and seen what I've seen. now I've done that i run my own dream
I won't come back ill combat the bleak
Feel freedom in my feet when i breathe this release
And walk atop a beat