Dusk - Content lyrics

I'm often pushed by obstacles, my optical's philosophical- The clock will rule, but overall there's no meaning to see the time My set of eyes, a second mind. i open all doors to find Hope an force all thoughts of mine to rise Support the source suppose to hold the most Of what i have enclosed in my mind The life that i chose that has chosen a line That will likely explode and regrow overnight The night keeps controlling the light Revolving and solving my mind My mind evolving as i'm molding the light Bit i keep folding and its kept to the side, decide To connect to the sky and feel content with the side That i been left with since you exit my life Why try progress through when the center you find Rewinds you to a nexus that collects us as test subjects Pulling out the blood tests brain checks Telling us I'll get better give us meds as a rain check I've lost patience I've grown suspect So I roam my mind to the sunset, I'm only fine When I realize what I haven't done yet This is real life and I'll do it like it's nothing I wanna drift away to a place where it rains less I'm always patient but these hallways ain't changing Looking for awakening but look at where it takes me Walk through the night just to find my thoughts Talk to my mind just to find a cause Walls on my eyes and behinds the storm Behind that i write my songs, insight of that - My mind is gone. let the facts arrive on this track tonight And crack my mind, find what i lack inside Run my minds track for miles I ran from the facts of life, past attraction To mental self infliction, pa**ions what i hold and it runs in my system Actions unfold with the loves emission Practice control conjuring my vision Pondering, wishing, wondering when this Wandering message up in my head with a pocket Of guesses will exit, and all i'm left with is a question Whats the essence ill find with the next wind? Hows the pressure inside with a mess in your mind, no progression? So i'll write for protection, won't hide i'll fight for this confession Looking at lights for direction, will my mind be right where i left it? Will my sight see light at the entrance? Will my soul be light as a feather? Connect eyes and we'll fight this together Every sentence i shed from my head My weaponry spreads.. i'm a dream veteran Deep as it gets when i release with my pen Trynna piece together the pieces i left So i can see freedom and try and forget demons I don't want to see them again or be on the receiving end I see my life's sequence, i need creed and i need medicine I breathe deep and i need elegance, evidence i can read And see what i said for severance from the demons seed in my head. forever rest with some peace in my chest Trynna progress while i even the chems and i'm blessed To have been where I've been done what I've done and seen what I've seen. now I've done that i run my own dream I won't come back ill combat the bleak Feel freedom in my feet when i breathe this release And walk atop a beat