So grey and sad
My life is just a morbid shadow
Just the opposite I wished it would be
So bitter and bad
My eyes are veiled by a densy mist
The river of joy has ceased to exist
My words get weak
And I bleed
Tear for tear
I am bleeding more
I am bleeding more
Will I have to bleed forevermore?
More and more
My heart is empty
My days just are grey
Temptation showed my way
I lost my control
I have lost my way
And I will run away for you to stay
So grey and sad
A glimpse of hope was crushed long before
Just the opposite I wished it would be
So bitter and bad
Thoughts are only black and white
Infected by an unwinnable fight
In these moments
I need neverending silence
In every of these moments
My heart felt the pain
In these moments
My heart is bleeding tear for tear
In every of these moments
I'm tired of facing my life
I am bleeding more
I am bleeding more
Will I have to bleed forevermore?
More and more
My heart is empty
My days just are grey
Temptation showed my way
I lost my control
I have lost my way
And I will run away for you to stay
I wish to fly
No way in mind, just fly
Or is there any other possibility for a change?
Ascending from gravity, I'm feeling remedy
Why can't just about anything be like it used to be
Oh I wished it so much
My heart is empty
My days just are grey
Temptation showed my way
I lost my control
My life is fading away
I run away… I have to run away for you to stay…
My life - so grey and sad
My d**h - so coloured and freeing
My life - so bitter and bad
My d**h - so sweet and revolving…