Dryad's Tree - Stay!? lyrics

So grey and sad My life is just a morbid shadow Just the opposite I wished it would be So bitter and bad My eyes are veiled by a densy mist The river of joy has ceased to exist My words get weak And I bleed Tear for tear I am bleeding more I am bleeding more Will I have to bleed forevermore? More and more My heart is empty My days just are grey Temptation showed my way I lost my control I have lost my way And I will run away for you to stay So grey and sad A glimpse of hope was crushed long before Just the opposite I wished it would be So bitter and bad Thoughts are only black and white Infected by an unwinnable fight In these moments I need neverending silence In every of these moments My heart felt the pain In these moments My heart is bleeding tear for tear In every of these moments I'm tired of facing my life I am bleeding more I am bleeding more Will I have to bleed forevermore? More and more My heart is empty My days just are grey Temptation showed my way I lost my control I have lost my way And I will run away for you to stay I wish to fly No way in mind, just fly Or is there any other possibility for a change? Ascending from gravity, I'm feeling remedy Why can't just about anything be like it used to be Oh I wished it so much My heart is empty My days just are grey Temptation showed my way I lost my control My life is fading away I run away… I have to run away for you to stay… My life - so grey and sad My d**h - so coloured and freeing My life - so bitter and bad My d**h - so sweet and revolving…