[Intro]
Yeah, it's how I feel, right
It's only me right, ha, it's life, ha
[Verse 1]
I was 15, a Virginia n***a with ambition
Young but I envisioned f**ing them bad b**hes
Live my life with no regrets, I try to show respect but you don't give it
I guess you don't understand winning
It might take me a lifetime to take it back
And it might take you a lifetime to know the facts
Yeah, just cause we different don't mean we distant
And if you k** a man ain't no way to bring him back
Yeah, they say it's mind over matter
But what we living for, what really matters?
Some n***as silver spoon just on a platter
And other n***as is doomed just for disaster
All alone sleeping in my bedroom
As I wet the sheets, momma gon' be dead soon
Cause a man beat her, but he don't realise
She important to this family like a f**ing heirloom
Yeah, a n***a still found his way out
A record deal came, that n***a played out
My momma living good, she taking days out
And saying boy all that hard work paid out
500 racks for an hour show
But ain't gon' ever do no 60 minute interview
Cause all you wanna do is twist my words up
And all I wanna do is flip my birds up
Kinda tipsy off that red rum, murder
I'm a singing a** n***a know you heard of me
Every day my clique stunting
n***as talking down
But I'mma make them pick they words up
I done said all I had to say, what else?
co*k s**ers low blowing under my belt
Yeah they hanging from the tip
They tryna get a sip, don't let them get a grip I'm pissing on them myself
19 a n***a went through a tragedy
3 years a n***a just found a better me
Yeah you might find another lover
But you always started with Breezy like the letter "B"
Nightmares feeling haunted
Thinking do I really like this star sh**?
Huh, because fame ain't freedom
And this diamond chain only mean they hold you hostage
Now I got a lot of offers
Telling me to wear their clothes and they wanna be my sponsor
But when a n***a fall off again they be like "off him"
And then they gonna smile up in your face just like "awesome"
Great, wait, police and a thug cannot relate
I guess that's why this war on d** is the debate
So I'mma keep on living my life from day to day
Learn from my mistakes