Dear God
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Dear god i always wondered if you exist everyone else been irratating
So i wrote to talk to you about this
What is life if you can't find happiness
Excuse my my language but thats a load of bs
Please explain religion to me because i dont get it not one bit
m**ms call you ali
Jews dont believe in your son
Catholics are demanding
And chirstians sin after all
I dont get it i dont get it
Are you just posedion zues and hades just one big myth
Why is their multiple bibles different editions new editions kid editions
I remember mines i had the pop out
But i never read i swear on you i never read it
I haven't read any bible at all
Lord please tell me that your up there
With my great grandmamy
Ever since i started listening to kanye everyone define me as he is
Jay z says the devil is a lie so what makes you
I dont know what to believe im just so confused
But guide me through your ways so i can see your point of view
I know i haven't been to church in a while or years i can say
I just never found the interest in attending because they say god is with you all the way no matter where you go
Another confession to make my saving farther i haven't been baptised when everyone goes away in the rapture
Will i'll still be alive
Could you give me chance and grab me outta the sky
Sometimes i can feel some demon spirit grab me in the dark is satan trying to take over me and tear me apart
Im not ready to leave its too scary to die
How come no one knows what you look like but we call you farther
When i asked my mom what was you she said your a spirit
God please im just asking for my halo
I just want you to see what kind of person i am
I just dont want you to think i only talk to you to get something that i want
I learned that the hard way when my mom beat with that belt
Do you remember i remembered like it was yesterday
All i did was walk home from school with friends
Was it called for for her to swing that belt on my arm
And left it gashing bruised up all blood
Later on tonight she cleaned it up she dont want the teachers to know whats up
She said that she was sorry but anything couldve happen on that walk home
I was fine but i definelty didn't do it again
But remember that other time when i almost nearly died
Maybe im over exagerating but my grandma did hit me in the corner of my eye with that plate
She said she didn't see me i dont blame her at all i thought i was going to go blind
And not to mention my kindergarden teacher scartch me under my eye
Ever seen lion king i looked like scar now you can see the picture in your eyes
But as i grew older i kind of knew what that was all about it made me grow stronger tougher than i ever believed
Till this day i protect my family and my dream my circle and i hurt anyone who tries to intervene
I got some backstories i wouldn't dare to share i dont even wanna dream or talk about it
Im not going let the past haunt me
It doesnt matter im here and breathing
Dear god im glad we had this talk until next time your unholy son.............