Drew Xo - Dear God lyrics

Dear God Verse Dear god i always wondered if you exist everyone else been irratating So i wrote to talk to you about this What is life if you can't find happiness Excuse my my language but thats a load of bs Please explain religion to me because i dont get it not one bit m**ms call you ali Jews dont believe in your son Catholics are demanding And chirstians sin after all I dont get it i dont get it Are you just posedion zues and hades just one big myth Why is their multiple bibles different editions new editions kid editions I remember mines i had the pop out But i never read i swear on you i never read it I haven't read any bible at all Lord please tell me that your up there With my great grandmamy Ever since i started listening to kanye everyone define me as he is Jay z says the devil is a lie so what makes you I dont know what to believe im just so confused But guide me through your ways so i can see your point of view I know i haven't been to church in a while or years i can say I just never found the interest in attending because they say god is with you all the way no matter where you go Another confession to make my saving farther i haven't been baptised when everyone goes away in the rapture Will i'll still be alive Could you give me chance and grab me outta the sky Sometimes i can feel some demon spirit grab me in the dark is satan trying to take over me and tear me apart Im not ready to leave its too scary to die How come no one knows what you look like but we call you farther When i asked my mom what was you she said your a spirit God please im just asking for my halo I just want you to see what kind of person i am I just dont want you to think i only talk to you to get something that i want I learned that the hard way when my mom beat with that belt Do you remember i remembered like it was yesterday All i did was walk home from school with friends Was it called for for her to swing that belt on my arm And left it gashing bruised up all blood Later on tonight she cleaned it up she dont want the teachers to know whats up She said that she was sorry but anything couldve happen on that walk home I was fine but i definelty didn't do it again But remember that other time when i almost nearly died Maybe im over exagerating but my grandma did hit me in the corner of my eye with that plate She said she didn't see me i dont blame her at all i thought i was going to go blind And not to mention my kindergarden teacher scartch me under my eye Ever seen lion king i looked like scar now you can see the picture in your eyes But as i grew older i kind of knew what that was all about it made me grow stronger tougher than i ever believed Till this day i protect my family and my dream my circle and i hurt anyone who tries to intervene I got some backstories i wouldn't dare to share i dont even wanna dream or talk about it Im not going let the past haunt me It doesnt matter im here and breathing Dear god im glad we had this talk until next time your unholy son.............