[Hook]
Throwing rocks at your window
Nothing's gonna stop me now
I thought that we could end this war
But now I'm stuck alone on rainy days
[Verse 1]
Uh, see the sky is falling
But I gave you my attention when you were calling
People said I wasn't ready, but I still went all in
So don't cut off my legs expecting me to start crawling
Scribbling about you till my pencil breaks
I'm on the fence of whether to stay pensive, waiting for you to come back, or stop the pent up hate
And tell you everything I feel, because my mental state
Is something I think you've been playing with, and I ain't gonna sugarcoat it
Rip the heartstrings out my throat, that'll hurt me, won't it?
Wrong, I'm too numb to feel pain
I'm still hanging on despite the truth in my brain
Don't twist it, you know I want you alright
But you're the only reason I'm awake at night
Just to make you crack a smile I'm k**ing myself
Then he swoops into the picture, now you're feelin' yourself?
I know he pleases you
But it's temporary, baby, and you see, the truth
Is I'mma give you something deeper, and you need it too
But it don't matter anymore because you're leaving through
The backdoor, quit creeping and just give it to me straight
While the man you thought you loved is busy singing in the rain
It's a pain that I'm so dependent on your love
But as long as you're stable, screw what i want
I'm just
[Hook]
[Verse 2]
It's almost like I'm invisible
You're too infatuated to lift up the rubble
That was dumped upon us, and discover me, the kid
Who's been busting his a**, not even to call you his
Just to make you happy; the romance was an added bonus
But you burned it and didn't notice
That you left me here, wandering the streets
With no purpose, and laying between empty sheets
With no refrain, and not a single note of joy
Harmonizing empathetically with this boy
Your toy puppet; you pretend to snip the strings as I stitch my wings and try again to sing
But it's menacing to see you run off with another while my pen is ringing, really everything
Comes back to the way you went and messed with me, but when you end this thing, don't come crying to me
And look, I ain't messing with you when I say that I've been beaten to the ground by every game we've ever played
Go ahead and fall head over heels for somebody that I honestly thought in the end would be me
I was a slave to this love (Don't lie, you're a deadman) I thought that my work would be worth it
But as the rain starts piercing my face, I try really hard to forget about all of my hurting
[Hook]
[Bridge]
And there's no more glittering gold
All the hearts have turned to stone
There's nothing for me to call my own
Because the hardest part of being together is being alone