Drew Rushline - Rainy Days lyrics

[Hook] Throwing rocks at your window Nothing's gonna stop me now I thought that we could end this war But now I'm stuck alone on rainy days [Verse 1] Uh, see the sky is falling But I gave you my attention when you were calling People said I wasn't ready, but I still went all in So don't cut off my legs expecting me to start crawling Scribbling about you till my pencil breaks I'm on the fence of whether to stay pensive, waiting for you to come back, or stop the pent up hate And tell you everything I feel, because my mental state Is something I think you've been playing with, and I ain't gonna sugarcoat it Rip the heartstrings out my throat, that'll hurt me, won't it? Wrong, I'm too numb to feel pain I'm still hanging on despite the truth in my brain Don't twist it, you know I want you alright But you're the only reason I'm awake at night Just to make you crack a smile I'm k**ing myself Then he swoops into the picture, now you're feelin' yourself? I know he pleases you But it's temporary, baby, and you see, the truth Is I'mma give you something deeper, and you need it too But it don't matter anymore because you're leaving through The backdoor, quit creeping and just give it to me straight While the man you thought you loved is busy singing in the rain It's a pain that I'm so dependent on your love But as long as you're stable, screw what i want I'm just [Hook] [Verse 2] It's almost like I'm invisible You're too infatuated to lift up the rubble That was dumped upon us, and discover me, the kid Who's been busting his a**, not even to call you his Just to make you happy; the romance was an added bonus But you burned it and didn't notice That you left me here, wandering the streets With no purpose, and laying between empty sheets With no refrain, and not a single note of joy Harmonizing empathetically with this boy Your toy puppet; you pretend to snip the strings as I stitch my wings and try again to sing But it's menacing to see you run off with another while my pen is ringing, really everything Comes back to the way you went and messed with me, but when you end this thing, don't come crying to me And look, I ain't messing with you when I say that I've been beaten to the ground by every game we've ever played Go ahead and fall head over heels for somebody that I honestly thought in the end would be me I was a slave to this love (Don't lie, you're a deadman) I thought that my work would be worth it But as the rain starts piercing my face, I try really hard to forget about all of my hurting [Hook] [Bridge] And there's no more glittering gold All the hearts have turned to stone There's nothing for me to call my own Because the hardest part of being together is being alone