(verse#1)
The years have gone by
and I still think of u.
Couldnt sleep at night,
I was just thinking what to do.
All I wanted was to see that u cared,
but wen the time was right,
U were never there.
Tonight I saw u and I knew this day would come,
I wanted to show u that im really not that dumb.
(verse #2)
look at me looking better than u ever did
I wanna show u something that I know we never had
even tho I tried I couldnt walk away
couldnt say things I really had to say to you ..anymore
but im trying not try... anymore.
trying not to try.
(verse#3)
been waitin for this moment for too long
and I want it so bad but I know its wrong
why cant u feel the way I do for u
why do I keep holding on..
Trying.... Im trying not to try
Trying...Im trying not to try