Don't Look Down - Trying lyrics

(verse#1) The years have gone by and I still think of u. Couldnt sleep at night, I was just thinking what to do. All I wanted was to see that u cared, but wen the time was right, U were never there. Tonight I saw u and I knew this day would come, I wanted to show u that im really not that dumb. (verse #2) look at me looking better than u ever did I wanna show u something that I know we never had even tho I tried I couldnt walk away couldnt say things I really had to say to you ..anymore but im trying not try... anymore. trying not to try. (verse#3) been waitin for this moment for too long and I want it so bad but I know its wrong why cant u feel the way I do for u why do I keep holding on.. Trying.... Im trying not to try Trying...Im trying not to try