Fractions of entireties are borrowed
In infatuation of a valued norm
Those backward steps through
Dire doors
An attempt to reach some imagined form
In the twinkle of my perceptual ruin
Where life offers no hope
Just the silence of ghosts
All numb with failed regret
From a virus to a host
My only joy is to forget
Smothered by spiral repetition
Trapped to endure another day
Over and over until collision
And doubt offers new beginnings
I linger inside my d**h (and re-birth)
Smothered by spiral repetition
Trapped to endure another day
Aching limbs escape the earth
From eager to unwilling
Perception
In a fragile fleeting moment
But larger still,
Than all of deception
Our heavens are empty
Absence through a broken promise
We disa**emble god in dead
Rotting thoughts
And rea**emble him through
The birth of flesh
When clarity coils the twilight
Willing hands crack the
Structured fixtures
For no symbol is for free
Say the created
That became the creator
This house we forever built
A comfort in our own demise
Unfolding through self-given guilt
Sinking us deeper in disguise
Awaiting relief from all choices
Like a diseased ancestral transmission
We imitate....
Taught how to hide
But not to listen
Until words come
Ripping mouths open
Can you handle the hunger
When fear favours the broken
The conscious you erased by younger
...ideas
There is a place called reality
Hidden to all men
You can reach it through insanity
But never to return again