Fractions of entireties are borrowed In infatuation of a valued norm Those backward steps through Dire doors An attempt to reach some imagined form In the twinkle of my perceptual ruin Where life offers no hope Just the silence of ghosts All numb with failed regret From a virus to a host My only joy is to forget Smothered by spiral repetition Trapped to endure another day Over and over until collision And doubt offers new beginnings I linger inside my d**h (and re-birth) Smothered by spiral repetition Trapped to endure another day Aching limbs escape the earth From eager to unwilling Perception In a fragile fleeting moment But larger still, Than all of deception Our heavens are empty Absence through a broken promise We disa**emble god in dead Rotting thoughts And rea**emble him through The birth of flesh When clarity coils the twilight Willing hands crack the Structured fixtures For no symbol is for free Say the created That became the creator This house we forever built A comfort in our own demise Unfolding through self-given guilt Sinking us deeper in disguise Awaiting relief from all choices Like a diseased ancestral transmission We imitate.... Taught how to hide But not to listen Until words come Ripping mouths open Can you handle the hunger When fear favours the broken The conscious you erased by younger ...ideas There is a place called reality Hidden to all men You can reach it through insanity But never to return again