[INTRO: Kevin Gates]
I wake up every morning
With the weight of the world on my shoulders
Feeling like the strongest man in the world
But I ain't hurting yet
[Chorus D Dash]
sh** I'm trying to make a million
You'll lose everything
And you're wondering is it worth it
And I know nobody's perfect
But all the sh** I'm going through
Do I deserve it
I'm confused trying to figure out
My purpose
Showing love but not to see it
It's the worse sh**
Pain that I ever felt
The worsest pain that I ever felt
[VERSE 1: D Dash]
Deez rap n***as lying
They don't sleep in a trap
They don't wake up to a n***a
Throwin a brick in they lap
And I don't glorify the dope boy lifestyle
Sick and tired of living the po boy lifestyle
Laying with the chopstick and the baby nine
Waiting to take a n***a out
If he play with mine
Baby momma call - background - baby crying
Tried to ignore her but she called about 80 times
Went out with ten n***a
Mind on the same thing
And you the only one
That ain't been to the chain gang
And they asked you to keep rapping
So we can chain things
And since they told you to start trapping
Be hard to maintain
[Chorus]
When you trying to make a million
You'll lose everything
And you're wondering is it worth it
And I know nobody's perfect
But all the sh** I'm going through
Do I deserve it
I'm confused trying to figure out
My purpose
Showing love but not to see it
It's the worse sh**
Pain that I ever felt
The worsest pain that I ever felt
[VERSE 2: Kevin Gates]
(Get him Gates)
I'm a little overweight - but no one's perfect
Down on bended knees - Boyz II Men - seeking purple
Just wanted a bad b**h - to find me attractive
Clothes dirty - make it difficult - when finding me attractive
s**ed up the slack - picked up a fumble and made it happen
After the snap - started punting - pray I don't get tackled
Know what it take - don't do what it take - as I pray for balance
Misperceiving me in the media
I ain't pray for glamour
Real street n***as in Atlanta who play with falcons
Surveillance on my home and phone
While I pay for cameras
Talked about in Church - when it hurts
Get upset - wondering which one of my loved ones
Gonna turn on me next
[Chorus]
When you trying to make a million
You'll lose everything
And you're wondering is it worth it
And I know nobody's perfect
But all the sh** I'm going through
Do I deserve it
I'm confused trying to figure out
My purpose
Showing love but not to see it
It's the worse sh**
Pain that I ever felt
The worsest pain that I ever felt