Derez De'Shon - Worst Pain lyrics

[INTRO: Kevin Gates] I wake up every morning With the weight of the world on my shoulders Feeling like the strongest man in the world But I ain't hurting yet [Chorus D Dash] sh** I'm trying to make a million You'll lose everything And you're wondering is it worth it And I know nobody's perfect But all the sh** I'm going through Do I deserve it I'm confused trying to figure out My purpose Showing love but not to see it It's the worse sh** Pain that I ever felt The worsest pain that I ever felt [VERSE 1: D Dash] Deez rap n***as lying They don't sleep in a trap They don't wake up to a n***a Throwin a brick in they lap And I don't glorify the dope boy lifestyle Sick and tired of living the po boy lifestyle Laying with the chopstick and the baby nine Waiting to take a n***a out If he play with mine Baby momma call - background - baby crying Tried to ignore her but she called about 80 times Went out with ten n***a Mind on the same thing And you the only one That ain't been to the chain gang And they asked you to keep rapping So we can chain things And since they told you to start trapping Be hard to maintain [Chorus] When you trying to make a million You'll lose everything And you're wondering is it worth it And I know nobody's perfect But all the sh** I'm going through Do I deserve it I'm confused trying to figure out My purpose Showing love but not to see it It's the worse sh** Pain that I ever felt The worsest pain that I ever felt [VERSE 2: Kevin Gates] (Get him Gates) I'm a little overweight - but no one's perfect Down on bended knees - Boyz II Men - seeking purple Just wanted a bad b**h - to find me attractive Clothes dirty - make it difficult - when finding me attractive s**ed up the slack - picked up a fumble and made it happen After the snap - started punting - pray I don't get tackled Know what it take - don't do what it take - as I pray for balance Misperceiving me in the media I ain't pray for glamour Real street n***as in Atlanta who play with falcons Surveillance on my home and phone While I pay for cameras Talked about in Church - when it hurts Get upset - wondering which one of my loved ones Gonna turn on me next [Chorus] When you trying to make a million You'll lose everything And you're wondering is it worth it And I know nobody's perfect But all the sh** I'm going through Do I deserve it I'm confused trying to figure out My purpose Showing love but not to see it It's the worse sh** Pain that I ever felt The worsest pain that I ever felt