[Hook]
But if I should die before I wake then I pray to the lord for my soul to take
And my life ain't great cause I made mistakes so therefore I ask god to re-ignite my faith x2
[Verse 1]
(Uh)
My emotions run deep
I see crazy things in my head when I sleep
Though I would never weep, I stay strong out with the weak
f** them motherf**ers that don't want to listen to me speak
When I'm the god damn Shepard and you n***as all sheep
Keep your eyes on my feet
Don't s** up to nobody cause I ain't no bloody leech
Jheeze please, cause all I do is fornicate
Everyday I masturbate, sin so much that god would never let me into heavens gate
I'm in a state, where my mind can easily penetrate
Maybe its my faith to live life this awkward way
So I stay being real said no to the fake
I love s** and I love kissing Mary-Jane
But I ain't talking about that chick that be hanging with spider-man
You see this life is kinda awkward, she acts like a b**h
But she the biggest f**ing boss she can't be f**ed with (nah sh**)
What if there was no racism
Maybe that would make the world a better place to live in
And what if, Adam and Eve never ate the apple
What if the snake was just being helpful
And not deceitful
What if human beings could live forever
I'm sure if that was possible the ones we lost would never
Leave us and we'd be together forever chilling and doing whatever
Uhh, I'm so high of marijuana
[Hook]
But if I should die before I wake then I pray to the Lord for my soul to take
And my life ain't great cause I made mistakes so therefore I ask God to re-ignite my faith x2
[Verse 2]
Uh
I'm sitting down thinking and sh**
The sh** I'm thinking is so crazy but I dont give a sh**
They say my mind is f**ed up need to fix it a bit
But that bit that's f**ed up is what I fell in love with
And while I fell in love deep with my own self esteem
I wake up every f**ing morning to a daily routine
Of watching x-rated films, jacking till I bust cream
And the cream that I bust to God is known as a sin
And I know not to sin but I ain't noticing
That each day that goes by I ain't progressing
But I'm progressing in smoking
And smoking now's a long thing
I used to look young but that sh** got me ageing
f**!!. I need to stop all of that
Cause what I'm feeling is crap
And I am spending my racks
The itty bitty penny that I seem to get off my dad
Man I'm f**ing lazy, I ain't even proud of that
Need to change the way I think and approach a different path
The only way is forward so forget about the past
Don't look behind you, work for what you ain't have
Make your family proud and prove them that you ain't bad
f**!! I ain't gonna lie man I'm sad
Never even met my mom its like that
My dad died in '07, but I love that n***a and I hope he is in heaven
While I'm here on earth stressing, everyday I'm struggling
But its OK cause I got talent so I'm on to something
I'll keep on working till the day that I'm counting/
Money in my bank, f** them n***as doubting
But for now I'll just show you how I devour cowards/
In my way, pissing on you people like a shower
Cause I just want to obtain a little more power
And I don't even want a second not even an hour
God
[Hook]
But if I should die before I wake then I pray to the lord for my soul to take
And my life ain't great cause I made mistakes so therefore I ask God to re-ignite my faith x2
[Interlude]
Ah Yeah
Ah Yeah
Ah Yeaaah
Ah Yeah x2
Uhhhhhh
[Outro]
Man I'm tired of this sh**
I want more power
I don't think I should quit
If you got talent you should go and show your gift
f** the world and that's it
Uh