[Hook] But if I should die before I wake then I pray to the lord for my soul to take And my life ain't great cause I made mistakes so therefore I ask god to re-ignite my faith x2 [Verse 1] (Uh) My emotions run deep I see crazy things in my head when I sleep Though I would never weep, I stay strong out with the weak f** them motherf**ers that don't want to listen to me speak When I'm the god damn Shepard and you n***as all sheep Keep your eyes on my feet Don't s** up to nobody cause I ain't no bloody leech Jheeze please, cause all I do is fornicate Everyday I masturbate, sin so much that god would never let me into heavens gate I'm in a state, where my mind can easily penetrate Maybe its my faith to live life this awkward way So I stay being real said no to the fake I love s** and I love kissing Mary-Jane But I ain't talking about that chick that be hanging with spider-man You see this life is kinda awkward, she acts like a b**h But she the biggest f**ing boss she can't be f**ed with (nah sh**) What if there was no racism Maybe that would make the world a better place to live in And what if, Adam and Eve never ate the apple What if the snake was just being helpful And not deceitful What if human beings could live forever I'm sure if that was possible the ones we lost would never Leave us and we'd be together forever chilling and doing whatever Uhh, I'm so high of marijuana [Hook] But if I should die before I wake then I pray to the Lord for my soul to take And my life ain't great cause I made mistakes so therefore I ask God to re-ignite my faith x2 [Verse 2] Uh I'm sitting down thinking and sh** The sh** I'm thinking is so crazy but I dont give a sh** They say my mind is f**ed up need to fix it a bit But that bit that's f**ed up is what I fell in love with And while I fell in love deep with my own self esteem I wake up every f**ing morning to a daily routine Of watching x-rated films, jacking till I bust cream And the cream that I bust to God is known as a sin And I know not to sin but I ain't noticing That each day that goes by I ain't progressing But I'm progressing in smoking And smoking now's a long thing I used to look young but that sh** got me ageing f**!!. I need to stop all of that Cause what I'm feeling is crap And I am spending my racks The itty bitty penny that I seem to get off my dad Man I'm f**ing lazy, I ain't even proud of that Need to change the way I think and approach a different path The only way is forward so forget about the past Don't look behind you, work for what you ain't have Make your family proud and prove them that you ain't bad f**!! I ain't gonna lie man I'm sad Never even met my mom its like that My dad died in '07, but I love that n***a and I hope he is in heaven While I'm here on earth stressing, everyday I'm struggling But its OK cause I got talent so I'm on to something I'll keep on working till the day that I'm counting/ Money in my bank, f** them n***as doubting But for now I'll just show you how I devour cowards/ In my way, pissing on you people like a shower Cause I just want to obtain a little more power And I don't even want a second not even an hour God [Hook] But if I should die before I wake then I pray to the lord for my soul to take And my life ain't great cause I made mistakes so therefore I ask God to re-ignite my faith x2 [Interlude] Ah Yeah Ah Yeah Ah Yeaaah Ah Yeah x2 Uhhhhhh [Outro] Man I'm tired of this sh** I want more power I don't think I should quit If you got talent you should go and show your gift f** the world and that's it Uh