Here I'm in darkest corner of my room
The lights are out the sphere is gloom
Candles burning and it's shadow show
Stimulate my thoughts to flow
Wondering about the meaning of life
And how it's like on the other side?
Is this the source for the approaching end,
The start of loosing myself as friend?
Some hours later lost track of time.
My head still spinning from to much wine
Not fully awake is not a really a surprise
Inhale a line to compromise
The bitter taste travelling down my throat
Hard beat rising my reality floats
Crowned myself to king of gold
God of justice, the master of the world
But I'm no longer insecure
No longer shiver from fear
Dealing with the feelings
Which come way way to near
Warm feelings evolve into frost
I need new line now euphoria is lost.
The supply has reached it's bottom end
And I've no money in my walled left to spend
I'm brutally forced ripped out of my trip
Facing reality that is getting back the grip
I realize real life is back insight
And need a other way an other way to fight
But I'm no longer insecure
No longer shiver from fear
Dealing with the feelings
Which come way way to near
But I'm no longer insecure
No longer shiver from fear
Dealing with the feelings
Which come way way to near