Contrast - Insecure lyrics

Here I'm in darkest corner of my room The lights are out the sphere is gloom Candles burning and it's shadow show Stimulate my thoughts to flow Wondering about the meaning of life And how it's like on the other side? Is this the source for the approaching end, The start of loosing myself as friend? Some hours later lost track of time. My head still spinning from to much wine Not fully awake is not a really a surprise Inhale a line to compromise The bitter taste travelling down my throat Hard beat rising my reality floats Crowned myself to king of gold God of justice, the master of the world But I'm no longer insecure No longer shiver from fear Dealing with the feelings Which come way way to near Warm feelings evolve into frost I need new line now euphoria is lost. The supply has reached it's bottom end And I've no money in my walled left to spend I'm brutally forced ripped out of my trip Facing reality that is getting back the grip I realize real life is back insight And need a other way an other way to fight But I'm no longer insecure No longer shiver from fear Dealing with the feelings Which come way way to near But I'm no longer insecure No longer shiver from fear Dealing with the feelings Which come way way to near