[Verse 1]
I'm fantastic, as ever than you bein' clever
I am havin' trouble with breathin' cause I have a feelin' that I'll be leavin' my dads house like a mouse in a book one time I read, it was years ago before I created my alter ego, sinister
I am a only child, I ain't got a sister
I started of with rap at 16, when I was at school
I wrote raps at cla**, showed them off in the P.E cla**
I claimed it was better than songs at ma**
I felt like a f**in' clown
I also hated school, it wasn't cool
I had too much problems, like bullies
Kick them in the gollies, whack them dead til they have blood gushin' from their f**in' head
I bet, I'll get the strengh that I need to go through life with, without wantin' to end it with meth
I get so insecure, I am right for sure
I am so confused too, I don't know who to go to, the path I want to choose
sh**, is poppin', I'm rockin' the hell out myself
[Hook]
I ain't a f**in' gangsta, though I act like it
I ain't a f**in' gangsta, though I act like I am
[Verse 2]
I'm a hard nut, I think I am
I can't stay calm, when someone gets me angry
I get so f**in' damn mad like a nutcase lad
But please dad, I'm annoyed a lot
Even the bullies got me wantin' to turn to pot
Cause my life is down and out, like a homeless
I think I am so f**in' good, but evil inside me go through me sh**
I am through of some of this f**in' sh**, not a little bit
Cause I am sh** when I give a hit like a girl, I'm a sissy boy
I hate the fact that I don't have a gat to shoot f**ers in the face to cut to the f**in' damn chase
Bloody hell, when did bloody became a swear, well
Maybe I've entered another year, time travel
I'mma be the k**er of Marvel, I hate how Spiderman became better than Batman but that is life and superheroes with the best power get the best status
I'mma state this, cause sh** is going down a little bit
But while I rap sh**, call me crap cause life f**in' bringin' in a hit, to me cause I hate how f**ers wanna f** with me
I am f**in' mad cause my life is f**in' badder you see
If that is a word, I am wording it, wording sh**
Like I'm wording sh** when I'm working it
But I rhyme like a maniac, I am the bad of rap
That is a fact cause I rap the most vicious rhymes that you'll ever hear like me k**in' a queer when he's screaming for his f**in' life, get a knife stab him in the heart cause he was a male tart
My rap is art, those who don't think so
I'mma sink yo like the Titanic I'mma sink yo in the ocean hoe
I'mma damn f**head, maybe that's why I am retarded
[Hook]
I ain't a f**in' gangsta, though I act like it
I ain't a f**in' gangsta, though I act like I am
[Verse 3]
I am sick and tired, I keep sayin' that
But no other way to explain the pain I'm feelin'
I fight with my ex all the time, she's a f**in' b**h
Thinkin' she can f** me up, she can't
She's a f**in' b**h like snitch
The way I feel about her is what I feel about me gettin' f**in' told that the swaggy walk I do is a gangsta walk too
I hate how people call me a gangsta, I am not I am not gonna overdose with pot
You f**in' prick f**s, I might just be a gangsta
It would be better than the life right now
I am lyrical all the way, I am the lyrical gangsta then hen
You b**h like to sin, maybe I do too
I am a sinner all the way, I'mma k**er too
I'll k** ya with a f**in' shoe
k** ya with an axe, chop off your head and who's gonna be next
My other ex, the one who almost broke my f**in' nose near the college, the f**in' b**h
Her friend never helped me, she watched like she loved the pain I was feelin'
I was gonna f**in' k** the b**h with a knife, f** her up with a knife to stab her in the guts, laugh while she's spittin' blood and dying, maybe screaming
I'm dreamin' of a night day, I night time rhyme in my room
[Hook]
I ain't a f**in' gangsta, though I act like it
I ain't a f**in' gangsta, though I act like I am