Ceeingee - f**in' Gangsta lyrics

[Verse 1] I'm fantastic, as ever than you bein' clever I am havin' trouble with breathin' cause I have a feelin' that I'll be leavin' my dads house like a mouse in a book one time I read, it was years ago before I created my alter ego, sinister I am a only child, I ain't got a sister I started of with rap at 16, when I was at school I wrote raps at cla**, showed them off in the P.E cla** I claimed it was better than songs at ma** I felt like a f**in' clown I also hated school, it wasn't cool I had too much problems, like bullies Kick them in the gollies, whack them dead til they have blood gushin' from their f**in' head I bet, I'll get the strengh that I need to go through life with, without wantin' to end it with meth I get so insecure, I am right for sure I am so confused too, I don't know who to go to, the path I want to choose sh**, is poppin', I'm rockin' the hell out myself [Hook] I ain't a f**in' gangsta, though I act like it I ain't a f**in' gangsta, though I act like I am [Verse 2] I'm a hard nut, I think I am I can't stay calm, when someone gets me angry I get so f**in' damn mad like a nutcase lad But please dad, I'm annoyed a lot Even the bullies got me wantin' to turn to pot Cause my life is down and out, like a homeless I think I am so f**in' good, but evil inside me go through me sh** I am through of some of this f**in' sh**, not a little bit Cause I am sh** when I give a hit like a girl, I'm a sissy boy I hate the fact that I don't have a gat to shoot f**ers in the face to cut to the f**in' damn chase Bloody hell, when did bloody became a swear, well Maybe I've entered another year, time travel I'mma be the k**er of Marvel, I hate how Spiderman became better than Batman but that is life and superheroes with the best power get the best status I'mma state this, cause sh** is going down a little bit But while I rap sh**, call me crap cause life f**in' bringin' in a hit, to me cause I hate how f**ers wanna f** with me I am f**in' mad cause my life is f**in' badder you see If that is a word, I am wording it, wording sh** Like I'm wording sh** when I'm working it But I rhyme like a maniac, I am the bad of rap That is a fact cause I rap the most vicious rhymes that you'll ever hear like me k**in' a queer when he's screaming for his f**in' life, get a knife stab him in the heart cause he was a male tart My rap is art, those who don't think so I'mma sink yo like the Titanic I'mma sink yo in the ocean hoe I'mma damn f**head, maybe that's why I am retarded [Hook] I ain't a f**in' gangsta, though I act like it I ain't a f**in' gangsta, though I act like I am [Verse 3] I am sick and tired, I keep sayin' that But no other way to explain the pain I'm feelin' I fight with my ex all the time, she's a f**in' b**h Thinkin' she can f** me up, she can't She's a f**in' b**h like snitch The way I feel about her is what I feel about me gettin' f**in' told that the swaggy walk I do is a gangsta walk too I hate how people call me a gangsta, I am not I am not gonna overdose with pot You f**in' prick f**s, I might just be a gangsta It would be better than the life right now I am lyrical all the way, I am the lyrical gangsta then hen You b**h like to sin, maybe I do too I am a sinner all the way, I'mma k**er too I'll k** ya with a f**in' shoe k** ya with an axe, chop off your head and who's gonna be next My other ex, the one who almost broke my f**in' nose near the college, the f**in' b**h Her friend never helped me, she watched like she loved the pain I was feelin' I was gonna f**in' k** the b**h with a knife, f** her up with a knife to stab her in the guts, laugh while she's spittin' blood and dying, maybe screaming I'm dreamin' of a night day, I night time rhyme in my room [Hook] I ain't a f**in' gangsta, though I act like it I ain't a f**in' gangsta, though I act like I am