Holding out and holding in will tear you apart
I wish I would've known this from the start
I made the best out of what I knew
and to think that I wasted it on you
three years ago I ran
from everything I knew
somehow I lost my way
I have nothing to show
It will take more than love
to make me feel complete
I swear I'll find a way
to bring an end to this pain
I will persevere, until I win this war inside myself.
This is where I f**ing stand.
Holding out and holding in will tear you apart
I wish I would've known this from the start
I made the best out of what I knew
And to think that I wasted it on you
Three years ago I ran
From everything I knew
Somehow I lost my way
I have nothing to show
As this comes to an end
I'll spread my wings and soar
From where the sun now stands
I'll fight forever more.