Holding out and holding in will tear you apart I wish I would've known this from the start I made the best out of what I knew and to think that I wasted it on you three years ago I ran from everything I knew somehow I lost my way I have nothing to show It will take more than love to make me feel complete I swear I'll find a way to bring an end to this pain I will persevere, until I win this war inside myself. This is where I f**ing stand. Holding out and holding in will tear you apart I wish I would've known this from the start I made the best out of what I knew And to think that I wasted it on you Three years ago I ran From everything I knew Somehow I lost my way I have nothing to show As this comes to an end I'll spread my wings and soar From where the sun now stands I'll fight forever more.