[Intro]
You'll understand one day
[Verse One]
I'm Sorry I missed your birthday
I hope your ok
But your not I see it all on your face
I'm sorry what can I say
Been in the stu all day
Trust me you gonna wish you did one day
Before you pushed me away
But now you need me the most
Couldn't get near you but now you just want Me close
Everything I do you just really want to know
Got these people spying on gotta stay on my Toes
You gotta know
[Hook] x8
This sh** is all I have
[Verse Two]
This is all I have
No longer living with my dad
Everytime he got mad
He spazz
Tore my family in half
All the memories we can never get back
Sometimes I think about it
And it always get me sad
Like I been to rehab
I don't want to go back
My friends just laugh
So I stay with the notepad
Lonely in this pad
But The games up for grab
I'mma take the whole thing no parts no half
I'm really anti-social
This b**hes think they golden
f** you yeah I told em
Coming out in the open
As a well-spoken
Person with spoken words
Can't outrun the pain
So I just put em in the verse
[Hook] x8
This sh** is all I have
[Verse Three]
What you gonna do when you can't rap More?
What you gonna do when you can't write Metaphors?
What you gotta do when you can't smoke no More?
What you gonna do when it's not a joke no More?
What you gonna do if you end up poor?
You gonna wish you can knock on a friends Door
But all them other times when I was sitting On the porch
Praying that it get better but it only got worst
[Hook] x8
This sh** is all I have