Capital C - All I Have lyrics

[Intro] You'll understand one day [Verse One] I'm Sorry I missed your birthday I hope your ok But your not I see it all on your face I'm sorry what can I say Been in the stu all day Trust me you gonna wish you did one day Before you pushed me away But now you need me the most Couldn't get near you but now you just want Me close Everything I do you just really want to know Got these people spying on gotta stay on my Toes You gotta know [Hook] x8 This sh** is all I have [Verse Two] This is all I have No longer living with my dad Everytime he got mad He spazz Tore my family in half All the memories we can never get back Sometimes I think about it And it always get me sad Like I been to rehab I don't want to go back My friends just laugh So I stay with the notepad Lonely in this pad But The games up for grab I'mma take the whole thing no parts no half I'm really anti-social This b**hes think they golden f** you yeah I told em Coming out in the open As a well-spoken Person with spoken words Can't outrun the pain So I just put em in the verse [Hook] x8 This sh** is all I have [Verse Three] What you gonna do when you can't rap More? What you gonna do when you can't write Metaphors? What you gotta do when you can't smoke no More? What you gonna do when it's not a joke no More? What you gonna do if you end up poor? You gonna wish you can knock on a friends Door But all them other times when I was sitting On the porch Praying that it get better but it only got worst [Hook] x8 This sh** is all I have