Tryna find a way out
Tryna find my way out of
this cycle called self hate
I think I had to regulate
Maybe it's my time
To get it together
Stuck in that state of mind
That we are forever
Learning from my mistakes
Love for you I had to replace
I been circling circling around
For some years
Tryna hold you with the
Tracks of my tears
My love was alone
So I shared all my fears
Hoping it would keep you
For all of these years
And years to come
I may not be the one for you
Had to come to this conclusion
I thought I was winning but I'm losing
I had to learn the hard way
That love would come back someday, any day
I had to learn the hard way
That love would come back someday, any day
Self Medicated
Heavily Sedated for your heart I was waiting
Patiently, I thought your love was meant for me
Quality, going head first not thinking
Of what was there for me
Swangin my head side to side
Thinking about the time
When I thought the love was a lie
I, cried a thousand times
Watching my life go by
I tried and tried and tried
To give you my love inside
Yeah Yeah
Losing, Losing you
Losing, Losing you
Losing, Losing
Losing, Losing you
Losing, Losing you
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah