Tryna find a way out Tryna find my way out of this cycle called self hate I think I had to regulate Maybe it's my time To get it together Stuck in that state of mind That we are forever Learning from my mistakes Love for you I had to replace I been circling circling around For some years Tryna hold you with the Tracks of my tears My love was alone So I shared all my fears Hoping it would keep you For all of these years And years to come I may not be the one for you Had to come to this conclusion I thought I was winning but I'm losing I had to learn the hard way That love would come back someday, any day I had to learn the hard way That love would come back someday, any day Self Medicated Heavily Sedated for your heart I was waiting Patiently, I thought your love was meant for me Quality, going head first not thinking Of what was there for me Swangin my head side to side Thinking about the time When I thought the love was a lie I, cried a thousand times Watching my life go by I tried and tried and tried To give you my love inside Yeah Yeah Losing, Losing you Losing, Losing you Losing, Losing Losing, Losing you Losing, Losing you Yeah, Yeah, Yeah