You ever wake up
In the same position everyday
And you're stuck there
Feels like hours, and hours
You ever look yourself in the face
Wanna cry cause you feel like a disgrace
I'm a disgrace
Can we go on my back
Along with the things that never got explained to me
Gotta figure it out on my own
I feel so alone
And in crowds of people I wanna die
Cause I feel like no one sees me
And all the hurt I carry
In my face, or my eyes
Momma asking why I don't go out no more
I can't evеn find a fu*king excuse for her
Keep lying to yoursеlf, left my honesty on the shelf
And it was so damn loud in my brain everyday
Till one day
I couldn't hear
A single fu*king thing
Not even myself
Ask me how I sleep at night
I tell them that my eyes close and my knees tucked tight
Do I know what it feels like to be in love
Never really knew the answer
Cause I'm just carrying this body with my heavy ass soul
I feel like I've just given up on every
Single goal that I look forward to
Falling to my knees with white flag, all I see is me and my reflection
Do you ever wanna cry?
Baby that's alright
You'll make it out alive
You'll make it out alive
You're gonna be fine
We'll make it out alive
We'll make it out alive
Alive